Rolling in the deep

We could have had it all.....rolling in the deep....you had my heart inside of your hand...and you played it to the beat....

I hate that i love you now....you betrayed me...now that i think about it, i almost wish you cheated because then i might be able to deal with it a little bit easier....you at least went the full enchilada

I can't trust you. I can't trust what you say as truth because i will always wonder what would have happened if i didn't show up....what you would have done.

I hate crying over you. But i'll get over this and you...

I just hope that one day i can at least trust you to be my friend but for right now...that can't be...

I haven't felt this heartbroken in years...sigh.

-S