Life is but a dream....

Hey there!

It's been quite some time hasn't it...

Well i'm gonna try and sum up these last couple months since my last trip around this block...

Work wise...its going great! i'm working in a hospital on a great floor with awesome women and men and they are making it quite fun and informative to work there. I actually enjoy my time there and don't actually dread going to work like i used to. Its sort of interesting when i look back on some of my days of chaos.

Relationship wise, i'm still dating this guy who lives quite a ways from me. He is still him, and i visited him in february and am currently visiting him now. He makes me smile larger than i have in quite some time...he also makes me feel secure and just myself. I think it helps that i really worked on myself before i started dating him. I'm secure with my body and my mind and my soul....I have a relationship with God and he does too so sex is something that doesn't even happen. I'm sort of glad that that is the case becuase we don't focus on it and it isn't something that impacts our relationship...at least not yet. Right now i'm enjoying the time we spend togeher though so i don't bother me none haha...I do admit though...i really miss sex and the closeness that occurs during it. I miss the intimacy in that sense, especially because i've had to relearn intimacy in a different way, and with my background of sex, it was a shock to the system that he actually adapted to really well. I'm jsut glad that he accepts me for my flaws and has made such strides in my life. I'm excited to see what the future might have for us...

Home/family wise...my sister is going through some stuff and as a result, is moving back in, which is funny because my brother is moving out the same weekend. Its gonna be a transition in my household that i'm looking forward to actually. Its nice seeing poeple i know transition because it allows me to see them change, whether it be for he worse or the better. It also shows me a different perspective of dealing with certain situations that i can then apply later right? In any case, i'm excited.

What else is going on? Oh! I'm planning to travel more, such as jamaica and new york in the summer...and possibly st vincent or the dominican in the winter...so i'm super excited about it. Other than that, nothing else is going on i don't think....If something comes up, i'll let you know haha..

Thanks for reading...whoever reads haha

-S