Sex

...I would like to have some....right now.

I'm tired as fuck and yet that is what is on my mind...someone...well my someone...to pound it into me...

I would wake up for that....

But that's prolly not happening until next week...although i'm hoping for even a quickie this week just to settle me....

Fuck do i wanna fuck lol

-S

Btw, i'm creating a things to do before 30 list...i'll post it soon when i'm finished:)

get off the bitch train

I've been riding on this train for about a week now and i need to get off...

I'm stressed with not finishing my clinical hours on time because of being sick or what have you. I want to make up the hours but i'm afraid i won't be able to on time and that worries me. What also worries me is my lack of ability to send things on time it seems and i know i'm probably annoying the shit out of my faculty advisor but at least i'm getting it in right?

Not. Its annoying and when you have so many other kids taking care of in other settings, its no wonder she's getting annoyed with me probably. I don't know how my preceptor isn't getting annoyed with me as well but hopefully she isn't and still wants me to work on her floor but i guess time will tell. I will be seeing her this weekend when i go back...I'm worried.

I hope i can kick this out and get some more hours so i can finish on time.

I've been taking it out on hubby and he doesn't deserve it. I know he wonders why im so tired all the time it seems. Once he reads this...he will know why.

I don't sleep at night like i used to. I'm restless...and i wake up periodically. I have way too much on my mind.

I need to get off this train...

-S

Greatest quote of life!

Treat sex like alcohol.

Whether you sip it, chug it, or have a destructive chemical dependancy to it, make sure you're in control.
When you bring that frosty mug of sex to your lips, you'd better make sure you're the one calling the shots...


I love it:)

-S

Movie starr symphony

I touched her soft body, wanting to play her notes in a sweet melody...but only in a dream. Only in my dream was such a thing really going to occur because she was a movie star. I was just me. But one day, maybe?

Yes. That day would come one day in the form of a lot of alcohol and a lot of talking. It's amazing what a touch of grand marnier can do for one's tongue in such a venue.

She spoke of her discomfort with ehr life. The people who just didn't matter because of their elusive mannerisms. And i listened...i listened onto every word until something interesting happened. She kissed me and it was over...all borders were down...smashed even.

This odd dream that i had for a while, finally came to pass except i imagined a piano. But she isn't a piano to be played...but more of a violin to be stroked slowly...then suddenly to make the noises in which i desired...small then strong was my symphony and oh how sweet it sounded. I looked upon the great music that i was making and became enamored by the curves in her back when i played that special note.

Not before long, she became a new instrument...my flute made an even better song when my lips became involved. Two fingers and a subtle blow was all she needed. I played and played on her supple body until she yelped a cry that was music to my ears. My ultimate ending to such a symphony. My ultimate satisfaction to see her laying there in such a position...one of grandeur and grace...what i always wanted.

The movie starr laid before in nothing but a black and white bra...and my symphony was complete...

Gotta love that grand marnier;)

-S

Blowjobs are fun:)

"Your mouth is like freakin heaven!..."

This is what he said after a minute of a blowjob from me.

Its comments like that, and his subsequent need to jack off as quickly as he can so as to keep the feeling of my mouth lingering on his dick....which gives me the ego that i possess!

Now when those words come from a girl one day, and i get the same reaction...then i'll be fucking GOLDEN! hahaha

-S