Hello, Goodbye

Hey there anyone in the outside world...

I know i've been gone for a while. I have been actually doing things haha as opposed to be my random antisocial self. I've continued to write down my thoughts...however just not in this venue anymore. I have begun to internalize my thoughts again and yet still get them out.

So witht hat being said, i'm not going to write here anymore. If there was someone who actually came and read my stuff on a regular basis...i'm sorry that you don't have that anymore lol It was fun i guess...letting others read my thoughts...

Thanks for the views? lol Sorry i don't really know how to make goodbyes easy because frankly they never are for me. I've had too many experiences where i've said bye and it meant forever when i thought it was only until the next day. Sigh. Its been fun and i'll see you on the flip side:)

-S

Sexting

So when did girls suddenly think that dicks were cute to have in your inbox? lol

Ok so sidebar, i'm currently in Florida...(HYFR) got some time off so i decided to go and see the guy im dating and get some personal time because a bitch is tired as fuck lol....

So far so good...he's noticed little things that i haven't thought about and we have been all over each other. It helps me remember why the fuck i'm doing this long distance thing because sometimes i forget when i'm sitting home feeling lonely.

With respect to the title of this post, no we do not sext....we use skype. I hate sexting for the most part becuase i feel so damn awkward doing it. Plus i sometimes come off hella rude and slightly synical haha. Luckily i have a few friends who i can sext with and actually can come off successful. For instance, i was talking to a friend of mine and we turned sex into a construction site and how my plumbing needed to be taken care off and well...he knew a guy who could replace my tubes and make them run super smoothly...meaning he could fuck me sideways and make me breathless (which he did and then some....which is surprising since we hadn't fucked in years lol)

But yea...just my two thoughts.

Btw, sorry about the lack of posts. I have been busy and just super tired. Plus nothing out of the ordinary has happened so i figured it wasn't necessary to share.

-S

I feel good

I feel good about life right now...

All i need now is to travel haha

-S

I wish i had more material to write but i don't. Sorry kiddies

It's been a couple days...

I'm sorry. I've been trying to just live life and work and be happy...and as a result i haven't really done anything worthy of posting about.

I am planning a trip away sometime soon however everyone i've asked to go away somewhere with either dont have the funds or they are unable to because of scheduling. So i dunno what i'm gonna do haha. We shall see. I think at this point, i may just go away by myself. But my friends says thats dangerous so we shall see haha.

Anyhow, if something exciting happens, i will let you know!

Love.Live.Life :)

-S

I just feel good...

I don't know why nor am i gonna try to explain it because it will make my head hurt haha

I enjoy feeling great about myself...its been a long rode coming. And life...well life is back on track emotionally at least because the butthole that i'm dating actually acknowledged a truth i had told him about years ago....

Sigh...men are strange.


Love live life hunnies!

-S

I almost broke a wall

I got broken off so good....

Felt like i was gonna break off that damn wall it was that good. Damn...

I love my life..

I would divulge the full information but i'm sworn to secrecy :) But i will say that i haven't mentioned this boy before but it definitely won't be the last time i mention him....as so he says....

My legs are done...my arms are done....my ting is well sore....and i'm in bliss.

Goodnight ya'll!

-S

Guys are something different lol

So i forgot to mention this....more or less because i spent a good chunk of this day sleeping from a night shift but i wanted to just get my opinion out of my head and onto something real i guess you can say...

Anyway, a friend of mine just found out some interesting news about her boyfriend and its safe to say that the man isn't who he claimed to be. Now i've been in a situation where i found out things little by little, or in a " hey let me slap you with some fucked up info' type of way so i know where she is coming from. I'm not gonna say guys are dogs because they aren't. Guys do fucked up shit just as girls do, but my thing about it is just be honest about it. If you can man up and fuck someone else....man up and tell your girl. Why you gonna turn pussy and hide the information when you didn't give a damn when you were fucking some next lady(...or man...no judgement)?

It confuses me. Just be honest. If your not happy, say something and walk away or try and change it. Don't be a pussy lol it isn't a good look and it just prolongs the inevitable. Plus, it fucks up a person's ability to trust you and believe you me, if they are anything like me...once you lose my trust...your fucked haha.

-S

p.s.....for those who may wonder what happened to my friend...she isn't gonna bother mention it to her boyfriend because to her it isn't serious enough to. I woulda cut a man's ting off then told him to pull a michael jackson and beat it... but she's on some next shit when it comes to relationships that i can' t mess with lol