a girl's wet dream...

I was in a room i've never been in before with a man i've never seen before.

He kissed me gently but then it was like a switch went and there we went. Head first into the pillows, he then laid on top of me and shoved it in. He grabbed my curly hair and continued to go...in and out...in....then out. He grabbed my face in the most gentle way and kissed me with a kiss so foreign to me. It was like breathing wasn't a requirement. When it was needed, i breathed so loudly, it overshadowed the moans that would slip out.

He turned me over, slammed me onto my bed, took my legs up and went in again. It was slow this time, sensual and like a love would do. I continued my heavy breathing, furrowed brows and shaking head...unsure how this is happened, or the last time i felt this good. Then he kissed me again and i came back to earth just before i came.

And then i woke up.

Fuck, i need to get laid....

-S

Just another day?

So today is my birthday...the day i'm officially over the hill as some people have mentioned to me today lol...

Its weird because i want to celebrate but at the same time i feel like its just another day. I kinda wanna celebrate because i feel like i should. Its a milestone right? But then again do i really need to? lol Also, who do i celebrate with?

Two weeks ago, i was amped to go bowling and do all these things....but then as the day got closer and closer, the feeling lessened and lessened. Meh. Maybe its age? Or as usual i'm overthinking it.

In the end, if i hear from those around me who i care about, then my heart smiles and thats all i need.

So to those out there who i love who shouted me out today, thank you because i didn't wake up feeling too great and you guys made me feel so amazing.

-S