baby happiness

It's not what you think....

Its meant to mean that I had slight moments of happiness these past couple days.

Went to Niagara falls....had me a good time with an old friend. He comforted me when i felt shitty and made me feel so much better about myself and my situation. It made me miss being with him...not so much relationship wise but as a friend.

Then i came back to reality and it seem to just get shitty again....

Salvation came in the form of my besty who took me out shopping and made me realize that i've spent waaaay too much money on food and bullshit and i really need to save the little bit of money that i have left. Which i hope to be able to do:)

But ya....those two days were the accumulation of my baby happiness....

I hope soon she grows up...i need a little more happiness in my life right now:)

-S

BTW, went streaking the other night....it felt so good to feel that free of everything!