Just another day?

So today is my birthday...the day i'm officially over the hill as some people have mentioned to me today lol...

Its weird because i want to celebrate but at the same time i feel like its just another day. I kinda wanna celebrate because i feel like i should. Its a milestone right? But then again do i really need to? lol Also, who do i celebrate with?

Two weeks ago, i was amped to go bowling and do all these things....but then as the day got closer and closer, the feeling lessened and lessened. Meh. Maybe its age? Or as usual i'm overthinking it.

In the end, if i hear from those around me who i care about, then my heart smiles and thats all i need.

So to those out there who i love who shouted me out today, thank you because i didn't wake up feeling too great and you guys made me feel so amazing.

-S