So update time!

I'm no longer having sex with my ex.

I can't do it anymore....after all this time, which technically has only been about 3 months or so...i don't trust him. And if i really wanna trust him, how can i build that and have sex with the man? Thats really not about to happen though lol...so i've stopped it

I've also actually stopped having sex all together which was alright up until a couple days ago when this guy i know, told me he was working out....and hes sexy as hell...which gave me images and it was a wrap from then. I'm seeing him in a couple weeks and i think i might come to a breaking point with this whole celibacy thing and fuck him real good.....but we never know lol

That isn't my intention for visiting, please keep in mind lol....i'm going to genuinely see him and where he's living now and whatnot....plus, i really need to get out of Toronto lol....so hey, i get a little snog in while i'm there, then who am i to refrain from it? haha

I guess we will see how long this celibacy crap goes on for...fuck its hard.....

why you ask? just the other day, i was asked by a dude when he's gonna get into my bedroom....and i really really wanna. But his friend is a guy who is supposedly really into me lol....quite the coincidink...isn't it haha....

Would it be a bad thing to have sex with this guy? Probably lol...am i going to? we shall seee lol


Mwah!

-S