my dream

I had a dream...

I was sitting, waiting to enter a banquet for something, doing some bhangra dance with a few friends, but then my ex shows up out of no where and pays attention to my two  friends and doesn't pay me any mind.

I sit on the floor because i feel like my ego and emotions are all out of wack, then i see some guy walk up to me. I looked up and it was my best freind from my childhood. I got up and gave him the biggest hug and started crying....

It felt so real...

He then said "i'm back for good...and i'm not going anywhere again"

Words i've been waiting for, for many years now...

We hugged, i introduced him to people, we found people who know who he was  and why he disappeared....then my dream finished....i woke up dissappointed because i know that sometimes my dreams come true...and i know deep down this one never will...

I miss you J.C....i wish you were here and not stuck in a life i don't think you should be in...

-S