Glutton for punishment

I'm convinced now that i'm a glutton for punishment lol

I like seeing things and doing things that will somehow either erk at my soul or cause a reaction...

Why do you say this? Because i saw a photo of my ex....with his new girlfriend and at first i giggled...then i said she wasn't cute lol...Of course this isn't the case, however it is my reflex. I'm glad because at least he looks happy but at the same time...its just weird i guess. I expected it but you never realize what you expect until its there staring back at you...

So although my heart twinged a little....i'm happy that he's happy. Thats all i need to know if i end up knowing nothing else...he's happy.

-S