Crap....

I'm having dreams of things i don't want to dream about.

It makes me crave what i can't have and thats not healthy...is it?

They are getting progressively worse...and when i don't dream about it...i have nightmares....really bad nightmares.

Sometimes i'm afraid of going to sleep. So weird lol i know.

But when i dream this dream....it makes me want it so much more. What do i do?

Follow through means hurting someone i care for. Sigh.

What do i do?