get off the bitch train

I've been riding on this train for about a week now and i need to get off...

I'm stressed with not finishing my clinical hours on time because of being sick or what have you. I want to make up the hours but i'm afraid i won't be able to on time and that worries me. What also worries me is my lack of ability to send things on time it seems and i know i'm probably annoying the shit out of my faculty advisor but at least i'm getting it in right?

Not. Its annoying and when you have so many other kids taking care of in other settings, its no wonder she's getting annoyed with me probably. I don't know how my preceptor isn't getting annoyed with me as well but hopefully she isn't and still wants me to work on her floor but i guess time will tell. I will be seeing her this weekend when i go back...I'm worried.

I hope i can kick this out and get some more hours so i can finish on time.

I've been taking it out on hubby and he doesn't deserve it. I know he wonders why im so tired all the time it seems. Once he reads this...he will know why.

I don't sleep at night like i used to. I'm restless...and i wake up periodically. I have way too much on my mind.

I need to get off this train...

-S